The nerves are starting to set in for my procedures tomorrow. My craptacular veins are actually making me feel more nervous. If this had happened earlier in the week, I think I'd be a little better knowing they'd be able to get a vein and get the party started. I'm also having phantom pains in my hipbones in anticipation of the biopsy.
I always joke that when I have a baby, can they just knock me out when I start labor and then when I wake up I have my baby? Well, can they just knock me out for the next 6 months or so and then when I wake up I'll be cancer free? That'd be cool. :)Instead I have to suck it up and just do it, as Nike says.
I agree with the hubby that once we get into a routine, this should get better. I'm a creature of routine. I like it for the most part, probably because it's safe.
I'm hoping to get a decent amount of sleep tonight and not wake up every hour because of nerves. Depending how early I wake up, you all may be treated to a pre-surgery blog post. Let's hope the anxiety pills I pop tonight help me in the morning!!!
Extra prayers for me would be appreciated. I can be such a wuss sometimes. :)